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The Girl~

Name: Nikki
AIM: Nikkiistehwin
Email: Whee :D
Website(s): Fish Dancing Fiesta                      Way to Paradise
                     Bob and George mirror
Groups: blondes_n_sarus

Things to know:
;;20 years young; lives in florida;likes chocolates, cookies, and bishos; employed and going to IADT; she is alone and always will be alone;; obssesionous saiyukius;

;;Lives in a small apartment in Florida with her mom and sister. Went to an evil art school where drawing anime was considered the work of the devil. Her father lives in her heart. She works at BnG sometimes but is pretty much just lazy. She is pretty shy and likes to hide a lot. Her room is her home. She's now going to college to become an animator. She just suffered a break up. So if you add her you have to deal with her being an emo whore.

Current obssesions:
Watching:Saiyuki RELOAD GUNLOCK
Full Metal Alchemist
Listening: Deep house; hard house; techno
Reading: Saiyuki/Gaiden/Reload
Playing: Maple story, ROSE


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[25 Apr 2007|10:15pm]
[ mood | drained ]

Ew, I had unwanted people friended. Lulz.



Yes. My site.

If you are still here...

GO FRIEND panda_patrol AND FEEL THE LOVE. Don't settle for imitations. *cough*

[05 Jul 2006|01:03pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Hello to people who may have this journal still added or are watching o_o

This journal is no longer used. Like. At all. Too much bad mojo and shiz. You can find me at; or panda_patrol

There's nothing here anymore and I don't feel like reading over this Lj.


[21 Nov 2005|10:02pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Hopefully no one is still watching this account XD It's quite ded. I'm at a new LJ, so if you want to know what it is go ahead and comment here :D


[21 Sep 2005|09:43pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

And so, of course, as much as I TRIED to avoid it, the fighting continues. And of course, the offending party claims that I sic MY ENTIRE FRIENDS LIST ON THEM.


This is getting old. And [she] did said some rude things about me and...well I won't say since I'm sure she'll have some kind of hissy fit about it. :D


And if you think I'm serious, I'm kidding.

[/vent] I'll appreciate any comforting comments here and not to bitch them out. Because apparently you guys are not my real friends. :(

*keeps working on 3D*

I dunno whether to post new icons here or not...


[19 Sep 2005|03:59pm]
[ mood | rushed ]



Thank you :D


[17 Sep 2005|10:12am]
[ mood | chipper ]

Alright, so I disabled email comments on Yasu so I never have to see another comment from Shae ever again. As mentioned in my other lj, I want NOTHING to do with Shae. No comments, no links to her LJs, no nothing.

Eventually she wont have anyone to talk to and will dig herself into a deeper hole of wallowing in her own teen angst.

This of course means I can't see messages from you guys, but I'll check back here every now and then.

If you don't already have my new LJ name (I made an F list comment awhile back) I'll post it one more time. I might delete Yasu from LJ. Yes I really don't want to, but Ry and Dante think it may be a good idea.


Notes to self;

Ew, essays D:

[14 Sep 2005|11:11am]
[ mood | busy ]

Sorry for all the ranting last night guys. I feel much better now. I appreciate the support and the reality smacks from the few of you. No seriously, if you tell me to realize what I'm doing, you're not nagging but being a true friend.

Not to say you guys who cheered me on aren't XD That totally helped me feel better. *loves you guys.* The thing is, you can have true friends and a lot of friends if you're nice. I like to open myself up like have lots of friends. And I am not dependen on friends since I can easily go out to a book store and entertain myself or play maple story.

Anyway, if I can I'd like nothing to do with that person ever again. And right now I will offer my help to that one friend in need.

My car's dead, mom's back is in MAJOR pain, my teeth are getting yanked soon and we're all going to be in debt :(

Just so you guys know, if you ever need my help I'll do my best to be there :D


[13 Sep 2005|11:53pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Dear Shae,

Making fun of a person who appreciates and respects large people about their weight is like telling an anorexic to eat a hamburger.

And no, I don't have rolls of fat, but I still respect heavy set people. Santa is fat and everyone loves him.


-Love Nikki

I know you can't type here, so I get to go 'Ha ha'. I can be immature just like you :3

Also, your obssesion is adorable.


[13 Sep 2005|09:18pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

I have nothing to say, except I have lost all my respect for you.

And I don't mean my friends list.

I will not reitterate, but you know who you are. Both of you.


[13 Sep 2005|12:37pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

Double Updates since Mezza always nags me to post more :x

Made some zero sum scans today. I still love how Sanzo had to fall into Goku's arms XD <33 Walks through all those people and he's like 'Hai I fall on my bich' *plop*

Highlights of the day so far;

My evil modem was finally replaced. It was an older model so hopefully my new trinket will be good to nikki X3 *hugs it* And the Cable guy was cool. He was telling me about WoW XD

Car battery = uber dead. We tried reviving it last night. It lived. I went to go see my baby this morning and she died on me :< I still love you junk!car.

Fifty or more dollars for the battery. Bye bye money =_= Hello debt.

Onos I am an angst whore :< Woe is me.

PS; Bandy is a level 35 Bera Cleric D: She will PWN crimson one day I swear it! :O

Dante says Hi. He's my other half. He hates people. D: And Bee says she loves Ardien. I told her to go away D:


[05 Sep 2005|08:09am]
[ mood | busy ]

Working on my bi-annual friends list loving comment thinger to make up for the shiz lately :O



[04 Sep 2005|08:20pm]
[ mood | creative ]

I feel oddly free right now.

True the previous anger has washed over now, and calmness has finally settled in.

I'm ending everything now by disabling anon comments.

I've got my pride and everything was as I predicted.

Anywho, no more bad Karma for Yasukins. I might make her my LOG journal now. Since I lubbles mai Yasu so much X3

s.C. I still need to give you info x_x; I wish you had an LJ ;w; That was I could have banned anonymous comments like I wanted to a long time ago </3 But that's okay I still heart you :D I'm sure if I had banned anon none of this would have happened. But it did, past can't be changed. But I'm done now. :3


[04 Sep 2005|01:58am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Riddle me this.

Shae dear, first you act all innocent and tell D that you didn't write that unneeded comment in my journal. Then you cuss out all my friends about how it wasn't you. So you made D think I was accusing you for no reason so you could in turn make her mad at me. Nice. Does she know what a nice little liar you are?

You used HER computer to leave a rude comment, thinking you were safe from the wonderful tool called IP tracking. Hang on, since you think I MEMORIZE IPs (why the fuck would I want to memorize fucking IPs. Unlike you I have a life), here's a picture.

Okay, so here's the thing. I was never mad at D. I always suspected you because you have an ungodly need to make my life miserable. You fail since I'm more amused than anything. I have better things to do with my life that hover over your LJ and Deviant art (yes my fiance says hi BTW).

What I want to know is; I left D alone for 2 months. I had not spoken to you OR her. I had not made a comment to or about her since that final fight we had after the break up. Nor did I hide comments from you. I spoke to certain people whom I trusted; ie Ruth and Mezza. And this was *gasp* over the phone. And No, I'm not 'calling' you. That would be a waste of my minutes and I need them for people I love.

Why the hell did you randomly decide to harrass me? Do you have no life that your constant thought is to bother me? You say -I- have no life? I don't even read your LJ, nor have I read D's. I do have friends that keep an eye out for me and protect me as I would them.

Yes I'm writing this in my LJ. Why? My friends have been itching to see the truth for months, and now that you've confessed, there's no turning back.

I don't want to involve two people, although I still feel regret that your CHILDISH need to harrass me destroyed my friendship with D. I would have been very happy to remain friends with her. But you're so selfish you have to piss off people and ruin things. Yes I'm sure you'll say 'Ha ha yep.' which only proves you're a cold hearted person.


[30 Aug 2005|12:12pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Dear 'Hacker' Person,

It's been so long since we've last talked! ;_; Oh where are you now? I mean it's probably easy for you to hack IPs right? Why don't you hack IPs and talk to me again? Oh I am soooo lonely~! I never got a 'reply' from you since we last talked ;_;! And since you're such a magnificant hacker, how come you don't visit me on my new LJ? ;_;

-Love Nikki.

I am totally amused right now.

PS. Shae, we all knew it was you. Stop acting innocent.


[28 Aug 2005|10:04pm]
[ mood | scared ]

I'm praying for you people of New Orleans.


[24 Aug 2005|07:00am]
If anyone has added me recently, I have a new LJ. I might not be talking here as much :D;

[19 Aug 2005|12:57pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]


I love you, sexy demum boy <3

But I hate 3d. :< *goes back to work/class*

ps. I hope EVERYONE is playing MS on the 22nd... :D


[18 Aug 2005|04:03pm]
[ mood | creative ]

As the final days of Yasu draw near, I decided to have one more icon run for her :3 Plus Mezza is spazzing so I need to post some pretties for her. Thank you for keeping me updated on stuff, Mezza. *hugs*

Oh yeah, before I forget. HAPPY BIRTHDAY RY. <3 I love you for loving me for who I am and not trying to change me. And Pat's birthday is tomorrow XD.

Anyway, icon time. As usual, comment if taking and credit if using please <3 30-something Saiyuki icons, most inspired by my lovely Mezzums and latest Gaiden chapters.


Icons ho! D:Collapse )

Some of these were done at school, so they aren't up to par, but I'm rather happy with this batch. ^_^

Still working on new LJ? >_> Time to snuggle my kitty :D;


[17 Aug 2005|12:44pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]








[This post is brought to you by the letters 'O M and G']


[15 Aug 2005|12:11pm]
[ mood | amused ]




[13 Aug 2005|12:13pm]
[ mood | chipper ]


Locking the last few LJ posts because my poor email can't handle the comments XD;;;

Still working on some stuff for the new LJ.

Love ya guys for the support <3

((Note to self; demum and mumster birthdays coming up))

You guys will get so many spankings hugs :3


[12 Aug 2005|05:37am]
[ mood | loved ]

Here's how it's gonna work.

To avoid people fucking around in my LJ, I am ditching Yasuragi and I will be seeking a new journal, where I shall only friend people who can be courteous enough to understand that I have rights as a human being to express my feelings of anger.

I will make a custom post when I create the LJ and give the name. Obviously it will be privated and there's a 99% chance it will be friends only. If you [desperately for some reason] think I wont add you and want me to add you [o_o;] send me a note here.

There is too much bad karma.

I want to start off fresh.

I just want things to be like they were before this shit happened. I don't need wankery. I don't need people telling me I'm a cow [:D My lovers like me husky, and big women = more to love]

I love you all. Thank you for joining me on Yasuragi; she's been around since 2002, and now it's time to let this poor suffering girl rest.



[12 Aug 2005|02:07am]
[ mood | grateful ]

Once again, thank you everyone for your support.

It seriously means a lot to me especially in situations as these. Again, I will post an analasys later so you can see my side of these story. I don't point fingers without doing research.

I have much to talk about later.


I am SO fucking glad I took that Law class ^_^ I could so win if this were a real case. Hacker? Ha ha. Nice. Tell me guys, who the hell would 'hack' an IP address, type EXACTLY like that girl, and then insult me the same way she does? ;)


[11 Aug 2005|01:10pm]
[ mood | listless ]

Eep, time to clear something up.

First off, that one entry was actually customed for one person I messed up =_= Second off, the person owning the IP is NOT the rude person making snide comments but someone who snuck on her computer and decided to use it while they were away. So please do not attack them because they are innocent.

Third, I wish I could call Mezza and make sure she's okay. She's been going crazy I think D: *random*

Fourth, if you have a problem with me, DO NOT GO ON YOUR FRIEND'S COMPUTER AND USE THEIR IP ADDY TO BITCH AT ME. At least use your own damn LJ name and yell at me. I don't care if you do that because I can yell right back <3. You have no reason to yell at me. I have not bothered you in many many many months nor have I spoken to your friend in awhile (we've both been busy)

If you're going to bitch, send an email next time. I tend to mess up a lot and accidently point out people who I don't mean too. I'm honestly very very sorry. But I think given the situation and college stress I was not thinking clearly. What sounds correct in my head may be messed up.

Again, PLEASE someone give me some answers because communication is the key to problem solving.



Looks like someone needs this;

[11 Aug 2005|10:12am]
[ mood | amused ]

Work today, 11 - 2 ish :D

If you're at school Elias I'll be thar soon :O

*will respond to comments soon*


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